wow, my friend has MOM issues~ whatever, she needs to stand up for herself shes so scared of her mom, but i would be too after what happened to her today. i feel terrible, i dont know what to do.
ah, if you can read this, calllllllllllllll me babe~~~~~!! i love you sooooooooooooo much
ok, so today was a waste of a day, i did nothing important.
omg, i cried so hard last night. ~ i finally find a guy, that i most definatley like, and then i start to like him more, ugh, long story short, hes dating one of my friends. :( not fun at all. owell, i think it was the straw that broke the camels back, i hadnt cried in like 2 months. ~~ a girl cant keep it all in?! so~ i went home and talked to this guy who i love~ kitova ( so way out of my league)(hes 22) and he made me feel better. I JUST WANT A BOYFRIEND. i gotta stop bein so picky. damn. i dont really care anymore, i just wish i had someone to be there for me, to hold me when i cry, to go to a movie with.. blah blah just someone to be there. i think all my guy friends scare guys off. this is the advise from Dr. phil aka megan. i believe her. whatever i hate girls, exept my two best gurls. meg and drea. i get along with boys so much better. well, i guess untill they start to piss me off, then im just a big bitch. owell. ~ hmm, maybe thats it? lol
owell, ugh, im so tired of being alone : * soo tired.
well, i guess im with the crowd of women who cant find a decent guy now a days, everybody just wants laid and out .
well, damn
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Posted at 8/8/2004 by duckywucky
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