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8/8/2004
anyways~
wow, my friend has MOM issues~ whatever, she needs to stand up for herself shes so scared of her mom, but i would be too after what happened to her today. i feel terrible, i dont know what to do.
ah, if you can read this, calllllllllllllll me babe~~~~~!! i love you sooooooooooooo much
ok, so today was a waste of a day, i did nothing important.
omg, i cried so hard last night. ~ i finally find a guy, that i most definatley like, and then i start to like him more, ugh, long story short, hes dating one of my friends. :( not fun at all. owell, i think it was the straw that broke the camels back, i hadnt cried in like 2 months. ~~ a girl cant keep it all in?! so~ i went home and talked to this guy who i love~ kitova ( so way out of my league)(hes 22) and he made me feel better. I JUST WANT A BOYFRIEND. i gotta stop bein so picky. damn. i dont really care anymore, i just wish i had someone to be there for me, to hold me when i cry, to go to a movie with.. blah blah just someone to be there. i think all my guy friends scare guys off. this is the advise from Dr. phil aka megan. i believe her. whatever i hate girls, exept my two best gurls. meg and drea. i get along with boys so much better. well, i guess untill they start to piss me off, then im just a big bitch. owell. ~ hmm, maybe thats it? lol
owell, ugh, im so tired of being alone : * soo tired.
well, i guess im with the crowd of women who cant find a decent guy now a days, everybody just wants laid and out .
well, damn
call me im bored 551 1506
Posted at 8/8/2004 by duckywucky
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this is how bored i really am,:
THIS OR THAT
[cold/hot]: hot
[blue/red]: red
[rain/snow]: POURING RAIN
[give/receive]: um, give to recieve... lol
[wool/cotton]: cotton
[rose/daisy]: rose
[private school/public school]: well, i go to a private ugh.
[chocolate milk/plain milk]: chocolate helll yea
celsius/fahrenheit]: farenheit spring/fall]: spring
[history/science]: omg, science
[math/english]: english, I DESPISE MATH
[country/rock]: country baby, but i like rock too,
[cherry coke/vanilla coke]: vanilla
[love/lust]: love
[sleep/eat]: damn, this is what i do all summer.
OPPOSITE SEX
[do you like someone right now]: i always like someone
[do they know]: maybe.. i dont really know
[do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend]: is this a dumb question. NO.
FRIENDS
[who do you see most often]: andrea N megan!!
[who is your most annoying friend]: um, cant say her name, uhm, SHADY
[who can always make you smile]: meggy
[which one do you wish you saw more often]: i see them every damn day. lol ack.
[who do you IM the most these days]: everyone.
[who's the loudest]: ME. lol im loud
[who's the shyest]: yea, were not shy.
[who are you jealous of]: andrea, she gets all the boys... dammit
[who has the best room]: uhm, me. duh. lol
[who's the most horny]: yea, um, me.. lol haha
[who can you trust the most]: megan or andrea
[who's your best friend]: andrea and megan
[favorite friends of the opposite sex]: theres too many, brandon to be the most specific
[favorite friends of the same sex]: repeated question like 5 billion times.
[one you usually miss]: well, the people i dont see.. lol
WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
[had a serious talk]: yes
[hugged someone]: yes
[missed someone]: nope.
[gotten along with your parents]: yea
[fought with a friend]: ahem, former friend, lol
[cried]: actuallly i cried last night for the 1st time in 2 months.
[felt empty]: i always feel like that after i cry.
DO YOU LIKE TO:
[give hugs]: yes
[give back rubs]: yes
[take walks in the rain]: if it involves making out.. yeah!!!
[watch tv]: not really...
[do homework]: dumb question.
[talk on the phone]: yes
[go online]: yea, i guess when im really bored
kiss: HELLO?
do freaky things): yeah, im down. lol
[be wild]: thats my middle name
ich of your friends?
[is most likely to grow up to be a model]: andrea
ou known the longest]: megan and andrea..
do you know best): megan or andrea. .........................
HAVE YOU EVER:
[been to a concert]: hell yea
been out of state? yea, texas, and tennesse and NC but thats it.
broken a bone? nope.
[ran a marathon]: hell no.
[met a famous person]: nope
bought something and then sold it]: no
EXTRAS:
[what is your worst habit]: being lazy and sleeping too late.
[what really makes you mad]: ugh, people at work.
ariest moment]: i dont know and if i did know, i probably wouldnt share it.
[what is your earliest memory]: going to disney, i was afraid of chip and dale, i cried so hard. lol
where are you: in my computer room
you wearing any jewelry]: yep
n was the last time you showered]:last night
what color pants do you have on right now]: black soffees
[what song are you listening to right now]: hey take me away
[what is your computer desk made out of]: wood
[what was the last thing you ate]: cereal. frosted flakes. mmm
hat should you really be doing right now? um, actually nothing important..
f you were a crayon, what color would you be]: i'd be waterfall blue!! or fusha, thats a me color too. lol
Posted at 8/8/2004 by duckywucky
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8/7/2004
wut up homie?
lol well not much here today, just came home from drea's and was chillin eatin some oreo's DOUBLE STUFF lol meg and oscar just stopped by meg needed her charger for her phone and her most precious eyeliner. (hey i completely understand) anyways, were never gonna forget that night. omg. wow MEG YOU MAH GURL.
ok last night me n drea just got off work went to bru's and then nobody was pickin up there phone so we were like fuck that and we were on our way home and nick calls me, so were like ok, well go over there n chill for a lil bit so we head over there and have a beer or two, lol and then we have a stupid curfew so we had to bounce... ok inocent right?
an hour later i get a phone call thats from ricky sayin that he doesnt even want me to talk to nick because he knows how he treats girls and he doesnt want me "dating" one of his best friends. ( i understand) but, i dunno i felt like he was kinda my dad telling me what to do. owell, i guess he was just jealous~ he loves me i know he does,hes just really shy about the whole thing. anyways i love him too, i really do, but i mean, we cant date now. i know that for shore, cus weve tryed and its just way to hard~ and blah blah blah. well, i dunno i feel like im already like married to him, kinda like promised... sorta thing.. like we know were gonna be together. and once we date again, thats it. there will be no one else, and that kinda scares me too, not just him (but dont tell him~ he thinks im never scared.) lol like really, i dunno like kinda like i cant have fun with out hurting him, and i know party, and i know im gonna party way harder real soon so,well, we had an hour long convo about how he wants me to not talk to nick at all. like i know him, he wants me to delete his phone number and forget i ever met him.. but he would never ever tell me that to my face , but i know in his heart its what he feels.
i know hes just tryin to protect me............. Do i really want to be protected?
im so fuckin sick of everybody tellin me how this is and do this but dont do that. (not him) just in general. i just want to break out.
and he tells me he wants to hear about other guys i date/talk to and whatever but then hes like no, i hate it when you tell me. ugh. boys.
the thing is, is i kinda thought nick was cute.
dammit. ~~ but i would never burn that bridge. ever.ever ever ever.
my heart pulls one way, and my body another.
"confused"
Posted at 8/7/2004 by duckywucky
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8/6/2004
well, i just made a senior picture appointment for FRIDAY THE 13TH. hmm damn, owell as long as it doesnt rain, id be fine. anyways, last night we (andrea n i ) kinda just bounced around... we ended up sayin hi to shara ~ cus it was her "kegger" birthday party. but that ended in the parking lot at mcdonalds. so...we called ace and his cousin is down from texas~ hes really hot but so ghetto. anyways
we ended up just chillin at nicks um.. "little house" whatever that means.. it was cool.. but after they went to this girls house that i really dont like, so whatever haha ~~ nick and richie drove to my house to say bye to us, not that it was right down the street or anything lolbut there really sweet
ok, well im officially bored, i wonder when megan gets back, ithink sometime today.. well im sleepin out tonight PARTY
woo.. just enjoy the ride eh?
anyways ok, im done ill write later. xoxoxoxoxoxo
Posted at 8/6/2004 by duckywucky
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8/4/2004
well. im a hoe. ahem let me make that more clear.. im a WHORE. if you only knew what went down last night.. ha you would have wanted to be there. one word. orgie. or gang bang. both classify last night extremely well. i had fun, i feel a bit used and now want a boyfriend even more.. greattt. i told brandon. but he wasnt as proud as i thought hed be. actually he sounded a little disturbed. owell.
new subject.
its all i can think about.. i have no idea what im doing tonight but these last two days have kinda been a blur. MEGAN I LOVE YOU. you are the BOMB to hang out with .. i love yas.
well my number had risen to 8. how sad.
im so tired. i dont think i slept at all .megan was too close for comfort. ha`~~
night night xoxox
Posted at 8/4/2004 by duckywucky
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8/1/2004
hey there boys and gurls.. lol so.. the cruise was awesome just got back yesterday.!! i met so many amazing people and it was great!!
i now have to buy a new phone bc the numbers in it wont hold anymore.. i guess i have to delete some people.. haha
i had sooo much fun St. Thomas was absoloutely GORGEOUS and St. Maarten was pretty too.. i could have delt without Nassau though. lol~ im so tired i know so many people that are still driving today.. im sorry.. ha!! i just woke up and the whole room is spinning like literally..i feel like im still on the boat.. everything is still rockin.. wooo
i finally told my mom everything.. like i drink.. and guys.. and all the stuff you keep from your mom.. i told her.. and its so much better now.. i can finally breathe
BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT... sigh
anyways i met so many great people..and i dont know there names.. just there states.. lol..
im tanner.. i wish it didnt rain so much in the summer.. dammit.. lol~ well im so tired its not even funny i woke up at like 1230 and im still way exhausted. well ok im talkin and planning my evening... lol so call me if you wanna chilllll
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxo
love whitney
Posted at 8/1/2004 by duckywucky
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7/19/2004
omg im so fuckin pissed its not even funny.
ok. i wanna go to this club tonight..ive been goin every monday night for the past couple weeks its alot of fun jen finally got me on VIP ~
and now i did all my chores so i could go tonight and my moms like well you can go for a little bit but i want u home tonite
if i beg to sleep over my friends house.. shes gonna be suspicious and not let me go anymore
if i change the plans .. i dunno it could work.. i think she doesnt like my friend jen anymore.. she talked to someone. i think she talked to denise.. im pissed. PISSED.
omg i knew this was gonna happen all fuckin day ive had a feeling like she wasnt gonna let me spend the night. PISSED i gotta go throw something.
Posted at 7/19/2004 by duckywucky
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7/18/2004
hey.. wuts goin on? big font today.. lol~ well, im really bored, i just got in the stupidest fight with my mom.. about church. go figure anyways.. i need to go to the mall to get an outfit for tommorow night PAJAMA PARTY AT CLUB ZOMBIE call me if you wanna go u know the # and then i guess im goin to the keys again.. well see i guess i dunno
its like monday night club ~ sleepover at jens
tuesday mornin leave for the keys.. were gonna be so tired.
wed. ~keys
thurs mornin come back from the keys. work at 4. i dunno if i even wanna go down there... its gonna be a much shorter trip cus i know were gonna sleepall day tues cus were gonna be tired from the club
last monday we didnt even go to bed till 10am.. go figure. so..its gonna be a long hard day if we do go. but i def have to work i dunno.
woe.. buca spaz said hed take off work to go down to the keys with us. YEAHHH ~ lol
he calls me all the time when im drunk and seriously.. im way into him and i cant help it, he flirts so bad and calls me and ugh. anyways i really like him but hes too old for a boyfriend. hes 22 ok? im 17. i guess its not THAT bad. well to my mom it would be. OMG
dustin ROYALLY pissed me off. fucker i hate that fuckin kid have fun with emily. i hope you dick her over too. and i want my blanket back. lol
um? did i tell you WHAT? ha. call me ill tellyou the details very funny story. yea. anyways
i need a boy.
bad
will you be my boyfriend? pretty please? what is it with boys? they dont like me. they dont call me.. or they treat me like shit.. or i date there best friend. go figure
i still have a thing for um, knife? forks best friend. HES SO FUCKIN HOT. dammit
lol. i had a dream the world ended. and i was so scared that i couldnt fall back asleep. i didnt go to heaven and my mom was gone and it was so scary. i was awake at 630am to 930am cus i couldnt fall back asleep. seriously i was so depressed. it still scares me. i dunno. whatever.
aight im out
xox whit
Posted at 7/18/2004 by duckywucky
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7/7/2004
hello!
surveys. im so bored
2) have you ever had a song written about you? .. no
3) what song makes you cry? i can love you like that.. COUNTRY
4) what song makes you happy? hey mama
a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5'7"
hair color: brown with lighter brown highlights
skin color: white tan~ish
eye color: dark brown
piercings: ears
tattoos: not now
r i g h t n o w
what color pants are you wearing?: blue boy pants..
what song are you listening to?: none
what taste is in your mouth?: froot loops..
how do you feel?: my foots asleep
d o y o u
get motion sickness?: not unless the boats rockin realll hard..:)
have a bad habit?: im too blunt
How about a nervous habit?: bite my nails
get along with your parents?: mostley..
like to drive?: um, is this a dumb question?
f a v o r i t e s
book: haunted
non alcoholic drink: virgin strawberry daquari
alcoholic drink: um, ill take a beer.. but anythings good! Smirnof triple distilled vodka.. NOT BAD!!
thing to do on the weekend: PARTY
h a v e y o u
broken the law: yes
ran away from home: yes
snuck out of the house: actually, not that i can remember
ever gone skinny dipping: yes
made a prank phone call: wow, yea
skipped school before: yes, BEACH DAY
been in a school play: madrical dinner count??
l o v e
Girlfriend/Boyfriend: no,no lol
children: well see. i need to find a guy first.
current crush: shh.. codename spaz.bUCA
been in love: yes
Had your heart broken: yes
Broken someone elses heart: not intentionally
had a hard time getting over someone: um,? YES
your greatest regret: throwing that party at my house..
r a n d o m
your cd player has in it right now: 112
what makes you happy?: my mom in a good mood, or compliments from guys
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t..
time you cried: the last fight with my mom
you got e-mail: well, its broken so its been awile
thing you purchased: an amp. ENERGY BABY
movie you watched: birdcage
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
teenage smoking: it depends.
spice girls: the biggest band in 6th grade
dreams: i had a weird dream last night too. hm.
bored
way
bored
ah
kill
me
xox whit
Posted at 7/7/2004 by duckywucky
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7/5/2004
wooo fireworks were soo pretty. i guess it helps when your completely smashed too. lol~ ft. laud beach was freaking PACKED i mean. air and sea show packed. disgustingly hot . BUT SO MUCH FUN.. lol it was pretty funny there was this guy on a loud speaker like saying .. brought to you by our florida tax dollars..and come get naked in room 242 and stuff like that.. it was funny.. there was guys.. but they werent cute i guess......... lol kitova called at like 2 or so.. that was fun. we were already so fuckin drunk.
YEP.
my life
so usefull. haaaaaa
so we went to 7 partys last night.
first off.
the beach... and woow fireworks were preeeeeeeetttty
then gaylins house... with 500000 westminster people there.. yuck. i wanted to leave..
10 minutes later
this HUGE ass party down by copans where we meet up with jimmy and rob i now referto him as Robe
and other really drunk people.
then um, keiths house.. where we chilled with richie and brandon for 20 minutes then left
then kevin OLAHs house... i was so trashed by then i cant remember what happened
um...then this 'party" where drunk people were shooting off fireworks at each other.. (NOT FUN)
then finally to jimmys house. where by then. i was pretty much sober. ..too bad we started takin shots like a mad house.. HAH
i still remember everything.
but why is 6 afraid of 7?....... 7 ate 9!!!!! ~~~ youd be amazed how funny that is at 4 when ur
drunk.
owell so.. that was the fourth of july 2004!! im goin to the keys um.. next wed and thurs if you want to come IM me!!!!!!!!! aight peace.
Posted at 7/5/2004 by duckywucky
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HEy wElcOmE!!
mY nAmE Is Whitney im 17 and i live in POMPano beach baby FLORIDA !!
email me at duckywucky57@cs.com
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